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Apr 28, 2004 8:07:56 GMT -5
Post by Alamo on Apr 28, 2004 8:07:56 GMT -5
i was just reading through the poems i wrote a few years ago! from 14-18 i wrote so many stuff, but when i finished this god damn school i felt so free that i didn't need to do that anymore. i only recently found out, that it is also fun to write, when i am not depressed. here is a poem i wrote ont he day of my 17th birthday when i read it i suddenly felt all the feelings and fears i had back then! and suddenly i also realised and felt how buggy must feel right now, cause i was in a pretty similar situation. so this is for you buggy, (things get better, yes, yes, yes they do ) and all the other ones who want to read it 17
All the way i was seventeen but i couldn't feel my face until the first red we talked about the world i surely had enough
Things are changing lying naked in this day I'm so tired of my headache i can't even close my eyes Demons i wish i haven't seen Monsters i wish i haven't felt
But there's a hero inside my heart
I told some made up stories just to prevent ugly dreams smell of broken glass convulses my soul i can hardly find my heart under all this anxities lost little piece of shit
But still there is a hero somewhere
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Apr 28, 2004 8:22:48 GMT -5
Post by shiseidored on Apr 28, 2004 8:22:48 GMT -5
wow you wrote that when you were 17?Thats amazing :love:
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Apr 28, 2004 9:09:14 GMT -5
Post by Alamo on Apr 28, 2004 9:09:14 GMT -5
yeah, and i was soo drunk when i wrote it "i can't feel my face" is a result of a bottle of red wodka
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Apr 28, 2004 10:40:58 GMT -5
Post by Saar°berry on Apr 28, 2004 10:40:58 GMT -5
yeah, and i was soo drunk when i wrote it "i can't feel my face" is a result of a bottle of red wodka Yep... I recognize myself in that poem... I guess a lot of us teenagers feel / felt the same.
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Apr 28, 2004 10:56:50 GMT -5
Post by Alamo on Apr 28, 2004 10:56:50 GMT -5
mmm, at the time i just wrote it out of a feeling, but now when i readit i find it so true and real. "praise the lord" these times are over
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