poem - "rid myself"

[smithversusneo]

"rid myself"



i've waited for the day

when i could hide you all away

along with things i wished i didn't say



i waited oh so long

since the day you did me wrong

so i could sing the words of this poorly written song



i've wanted oh so bad

to forget all the times we've had

the times we were a team, the times you made me mad



i've wanted just to tell you

just what i think of you

so maybe this charade would'nt feel so overdue



i've finally reached the hour

when the milk has finally soured

when i can reclaim all the time you've devoured



i can finally wave goodbye

to "giving it one more try"

to leave you all standing there wondering why


darC - february 13, 2000

[Saar°berry]

I can feel you in this poem. Does remember of myself at one time.

[hypnotic]

This is the best thing i've read in months !
Thanx for sharing !
I totally feel it and am going thru this shit right now.
Apart from the Afterglowers, all my friend dissapointed me lately and everyday when I wake up I realise that the best thing u can do in life is to make sure u become your own best friend cos .. u really can't rely on others 100% .. never.

[smithversusneo]

Hypnotic said:

This is the best thing i've read in months !
Thanx for sharing !
I totally feel it and am going thru this shit right now.
Apart from the Afterglowers, all my friend dissapointed me lately and everyday when I wake up I realise that the best thing u can do in life is to make sure u become your own best friend cos .. u really can't rely on others 100% .. never.

Thanks! I'm sorry that things in life (or should I say friends) are letting you down. Believe me, I posted this from my own archive simply because I was feeling it just as well. No matter how much I try to relate, all I get is sh*t from those who think they know it all.

darC

[hypnotic]

Yes i know what u mean .
The worst thing is that I thought this would no longer happen now that we're not kids anymore, but it hurts even more everytime a friend does somethin wrong .

ah, doesn't matter ..